mairead and didi...

i cried myself to sleep last night.
Mairead and Didi, god you made me feel like shit.
you just would not shut up.
i asked you and asked you and you STILL wouldnt shutup.
then trying to blackmail me, well that wasnt nice.
i felt so awful.
i wanted to DIE
yeah, i really did. i wanted to curl up in a little ball and die.
im not trying to sound all 'emo' or whatever.
ergh, you guys just dont get it.
i am trying to make you feel guilty
ha, i think i do that to lots of people.
i think thats why at first i didnt put you down Mairead, coz you just dont get it.
Claudia doesnt all the time, but atleast she knows when to SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
when i was on the phone to you guys,i was sitting in my wardrobe, crying.
you know why?
because of you.
ok thats not the only reason, but you're diffantly the reason the tears started.

well i hope i've made you feel bad
yeah, i really do
is that, idk , evil?
i still love you guys