im leaving

Goodbye.

sorry.


bye.

im bored

very.
school sucks.

i'm sad.

are you sad?

Ok...

Ok...
So.
I'm back.
but shh.

DO NOT ASK ME WHERE I'VE BEEN OK?!!!!!

yeah.
bye.

buh8feh8tghe8

im cold.
but yesterday, boy was i hot!

geez.
36 degrees!
its AUTUMN!

i downloaded MORE songs!
these weird string quartet versions.
they are really good though.

hmm.
some flyleaf too.
and i think i'll buy a evanescence cd off ebay.
tis cool.

im cold!
very.
im in my summer nightie.
with my dressing gown, but its still cold.

i have HEAPS of homework!
seriously.

(well not really)

lol

im reading so much to tell you, its very good.

songs

i downloaded some songs off the internet.
my gosh, they are SO good!

i had a singing lesson today.
i was like, 15 minutes late though.

im bored................

very.

i left my calculator at school so i cant do my maths.
i cant remember what the groups were for drama so i cant do that.

yeah...


hmph.
im gonna go run/sleep.

im not sure.

Hey

Hey.

Im sick.
*cough cough*

Boo you whore.


No, i am sick.

not very, but still sick.

My head aches

Hell

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Low
Level 2 | Moderate
Level 3 | Moderate
Level 4 | Very Low
Level 5 | High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Low
Level 7 | High
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Low

Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv




My level of 'Hell'


The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 8 times.
The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!

Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge

Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, justice divine doth smite them with its hammer.


lol
who cares?

look!

I've done 50 posts!
Thats exciting isnt it!


Im really annoyed.
my legs are VERY bruised!
well in my opinion.
my hips hurt.
:(

and its official, i HATE science!
science is boring and the teacher........
ooh i wont go into that.
we dont seem to get along.

off to school in half an hour!
oh how fun!

Lol

Lol

Forget everything!

HAPPY TESS IS BACK!

Stupid really...
Anyway, Science sucks!

Mad scientists are awful!

Seeing as...

Seeing as im not feeling as... whatever i was, im gonna write you a nice new blog!
Im talking to Mairead on msn.
Drinking Coola cordial.
YUM!

Heres a list of the fun fun fun things im gonna do on the weekend!

1. run
2. HOMEWORK! (dont you just LOVE homework?)
3. read!
4. skateboard.
5 HOPEFULLY see Claudia...

FUN

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Life can totally suck.
But it could be worse.

RE: Nothing Will Hurt.

Lie.
Everything can hurt.
Its funny, how you can hear your world crash around you.
One moment its in two, the next a million tiny pieces.
You cant decide exactly what you think.
Only feeling shocked, upset and hurt.
Im going to go and wash myself clean.
I need to.

Nothing will hurt

Its funny how you can feel like every single part of you is breaking.
You knew it was coming, yet it still manages to break you down.
its also funny when, you feel like that and yet your stangely calm.
its like your numb.
you can feel anything anymore.
Nothing Can Hurt.

Nothing will hurt.

Some numbers.

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Oh my!

Oh my, I had a funtastic night last night!
Full of fun conversations about cutting yourself!
I mean seriously can you imagine anything more fun?!
Oh, how wonderful!
Not.
I then had bath.
Painted my toenails red.
Then fell asleep listening to Tool.
Woke up.
Felt MUCH better.
Giggled too much.
Had a headache.
Made breakfast(bacon,tomato,mushrooms and pancakes)
Had a shower.
Printed some pictures for homework.
And typed this up.
Am going shopping later, then on to Mairead's.
I'm sure we'll read this there.

NEW YORK, NEW YORK!

I'm in New York RIGHT now.
me and mum are going to museums today...
*sigh*
and shopping.
i like shopping.
*giggles like a school girl*
shop.
i like to shop.
oh, and i HAVE to buy some books today.
i just WONT survive the plae ride home other wise.
so yeah.
see you, blog, when i get back ok?
love you

I love you dad. ♥

im SO tired.
but i will be DEAD by bedtime!
so many stairs!
im going to have NIGHTMARES about stairs...
i have maths homework, health ed. homework, art homework,and i.t homework.
HOMEWORK!!!!!!

ahhhhhhhh

*dies in a hole*

saw some girls from homeroom on the tram, didnt see scout(*cry*) saw mara and tennasee!
wow.

one thing

HIGH SCHOOL IS AWESOME!!!

im excited

i start high school tomorrow!
im wearing my school shoes now(to get used to them)
mairead and didi, i love you.
didi i never EVER said i didnt like you.
you dont even read my blog though do you?

Hey

I'm back from my camping trip.
i CANT be bothered telling you about it now, so ask me nicely (if you want to know) and i may tell you all.
i'll just tell you about my pains.
my arms ACHE from boogie bording.
they are going to DIE.
ive got a bruise on each arm.
ive got a weird rash near my knees from the ocean.
im red coz i got SUNBURNT!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
it hurts.
i got sunburnt on my HEAD!!!
OW!
so yeah...
and Mairead, im sorry.
i love you.
so so so much.
♥

heads, cats, mails and showers

my head is dead.
it feels like when you close the fridge door on your head repeatedly.
lol
ive never done that.
today im a kitty cat.
and im really bored.
i have no neomail or yahoo mail or myspace mail.
im going to be a MAILWOMAN when i grow up.
no, idk what i'll be.
*purrs*
*meows for food*
im hungry
im gonna go have a shower coz im going to claudias and my hair and face are sooooooooo gross and oily.
bet you all wanted to know that!

Skateboards and Baby sitters

I feel great!
Claudia, i had a fantastic day.
lol
i still gotta meet those skater guys
haha
what fun we had!
and tomorrow, oh the baby sitters club is calling!
Mairead and Didi im still quite annoyed you havent replyed.
but hey, i feeling fine.
lol
ah, i love being happy!
i really HAVE to practise skating
lol
yay
happy

024787866323

im scared.
im scared.
i think i need to see a friend today.
i think im going crazy.
really.
im seeing things, and hearing them and im having... weird? thoughts.
i dont like it.
im gonna ring claudia.

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im feeling happier now...
thats good isnt it

wow, the powers of my mind

i was thinking, its ok, its ok.
but you know what its not ok
its really not
ah, i have a feeling im going to have a crappy day today, so wont that be fun!
hurting other people only sometimes makes you feel better,
hurting yourself only sometimes makes you feel better too.
funny that.
im gonna go nd convince myself that it is ok.
i was running the other day, and i got a stitch so i said to myself 'good pain, nice feeling having a stitch'
it worked
wow, the powers of my mind

mairead and didi...

i cried myself to sleep last night.
Mairead and Didi, god you made me feel like shit.
you just would not shut up.
i asked you and asked you and you STILL wouldnt shutup.
then trying to blackmail me, well that wasnt nice.
i felt so awful.
i wanted to DIE
yeah, i really did. i wanted to curl up in a little ball and die.
im not trying to sound all 'emo' or whatever.
ergh, you guys just dont get it.
i am trying to make you feel guilty
ha, i think i do that to lots of people.
i think thats why at first i didnt put you down Mairead, coz you just dont get it.
Claudia doesnt all the time, but atleast she knows when to SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
when i was on the phone to you guys,i was sitting in my wardrobe, crying.
you know why?
because of you.
ok thats not the only reason, but you're diffantly the reason the tears started.

well i hope i've made you feel bad
yeah, i really do
is that, idk , evil?
i still love you guys

stuff

Hello, this is from Amy-kate but i've decided to put it n my blog since none of my friends will join myspace.

1. DO YOU SNORE?
i think i do, well sometimes

2. LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
both?

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
um.... i cant think of it now

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?
nope, duplo is WAY better!

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?
i love them...

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
yes i do

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
lol
um yeah?

8. HOW IS BEING SINGLE FOR YOU?
im not so...(ha that sounds so stupid)

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
black and silver, its sexy
lol

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
no

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no

12. ANY SECRET TALENT?
no, i dont think so

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Honululu!!!
15. HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?
no, but i like nori roles(maybe im getting things mixed up?)

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
no
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CHOCOLATEY CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?
never heard of it

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
i doubt it

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
yep

22. ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?
Ew, no

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
eh, no

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
possibly

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
wheat,dairy,eggs and peanuts

27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
um... 15 minutes ago?

28. IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?
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29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
um, lol a tiny little bit

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
cooked

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
no

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
meh

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
8.44 am (coz i have no life)

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
lol
um yeah

35. IS McDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
some of it

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
last night

37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
i love sitting in both

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
No.

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
Sometimes.

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
the computer and chocolate biscuits

42. CRUNCHY OR SMOOTHE PEANUT BUTTER?
CRUNCHY
even though im allergic

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
not that i remember

45. SINGLE OR TAKEN. IF SO BY WHO?
taken...

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
yeah...

47. ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?
no

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Blue

49. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
um... last night

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
yeah sometimes

51. WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?
meh

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
no
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
no but i will

56. CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?
sorta, im learning

57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
Yes.

58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?
yeah sometimes

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
sorta

60. DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
maybe?

61. WHEN YOU GET MARRIED WHO WOULD BE YOUR BRIDESMAIDS?
i havent thought that far ahead

62. WHO DO YOU WANT TO MARRY?
hmmmmm

63. DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOUR SECRETS?
i hope not

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
sometimes

67. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
lol
yes

68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
um... those stupid ones that are at the start of january for sales

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1. What music would you have sex to?
lol
dont know

2. Would you go to the moon?
yeah

3. Paris Hilton, or Nicole Richie?
Neither.

4. What is your favorite country?
meh

5. Who was the last person you laid on a bed with?
mairead
6. Who's bed was it?
mairead's

7. Do you like jumping on a trampoline?
i like lying on trampolines

8. Men or women?
Both.

9. Why?
meh

10. What song are you listening to?
im not

11. What song do you wish you were listening to?
idk

12. Are you dating anyone?
maybe


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1. Spell your name backwards:
sset

2. Story behind your myspace display name?
meh
3. What month were you born in?
May.


4. Where do you live?
australia

DESCRIBE YOUR:

5. Toothbrush:
orange and white, awesome

6. Jewelry worn daily:
um... different stuff

7. Pillow cover right now?
white with flower pattern

8. Underwear:
purple

9. Best Friend(s):
um claudia
you're a bottle of champagne(i CANT spell)
you bottle stuff up then EXPLODE
Mairead, i dont think i can put you here right now.
same with you Didi

10. Favorite t-shirt:
my pink one

11. Cologne/Perfume:
um babydoll and curious lol

12. CD in stereo:
how to save a life i think

13. Piercings:
Ears

WHAT ARE YOU:

14. Wearing now :
pyjamas

15. Wishing for:
swim spa
16. Wanting:
um................

17. Something you are deathly afraid of?
dying
lol

19. Do you like the taste of blood:
No.

20. Do you believe in love:
yep
21. What's something you wish you could understand better?
lots of stuff

FASHION STUFF:

22. Where is your favorite place to shop?
meh
23. What is your favorite thing to wear?
dresses

24. What is a must have accessory?
meh
25. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single clothing item?
um... my brown coat, $45

26. Who is the least fashionable person/people you know?
meh

27. Do you match your belt with your hair?
no
28. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
lots and lots

29. What is the worst trend you see today?
high waisted jeans

RANDOMNESS:

30. Do you do drugs?
no

31. What kind of soap do you use?
nice soap, coz the other ones give mer little bumps on my fingers

32.What are you listening to right now?
nothing
33. Who was the last person that called you?
claudia?

34. Where do you want to get married?
idk.

35. How many buddies are online right now?
meh

36. What are essentials in your life?
Computer/ Friends/ FOOD.

37. Do you send out holiday cards each year?
Sometimes.

38. Hair right now?
really messy and the part is all stuffed

39. Last time you got sunburned:
21st of december

40. Things that drive you crazy?
Lots.

41. Do you think you are a good driver?
lol
idk

42. Who did you last text message?
milia, but she hasnt replyed, surprisingly

i have nothing to say

i have nothing to say
well...................
im bored
and im sad
i really dont know why
eh
ah
ih
oh

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my dream... (tis odd)

on monday night(when i was at claudia's) i had a VERY funny dream.
i was at a holiday program and Johnathon and Alison from my mums work were there.
we had a race and after i was running we did a puzzle thingy.
i went up to complete it and some guy shouted out 'WHY DONT YOU WEAR A PUSHUP BRA"
lol, tis bit odd this dream
then i turned around and was saying stuff like 'do you think i would wear a pushup bra running?' at all the boys infront of me.(i was laughing at myself in my dream!)
then i asked who said it...
and you know who said it?
*drumroll*
JOESEPH(whos name i cant spell)
BUT JOESPH!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH
then i went up to him and said 'JOESEPH!!! ah joesph, how are you?'
then i kissed him...
lol
which is pretty odd since i dont even really know him, and i reckon he thinks im weird coz of the whole 'wooden bat' thing, which isnt really fair coz HE'S the one sitting in a corner cutting himself,then going over it in texta, hey could you die from that? maybe he wants to die? ooooooooooooo
now i wann be friends with him.
lol
and with this boy who lives across from the creek, we used to play together.
he lives in the white house with the white car the same as mine.
i keep running past there, since i saw him outside there one time.
im gonna be friends with him and joesph!
lol

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HELLO!!!
its gonna be hot today.
really hot.
and smoky.
smokin' hot
lol
me and claudia(who is sorta falling off the chair next to me, wait now shes up) and thea watched mean girls last night.
ergh, lindsays black spot on her lip was driving me CRAZY!!!!
when claudia was playing tennis with gary, me and thea and cael were playing this gamr called interacrive buddy!
it is so so sooooooooooooooooooo FUN!!!
seriously, everyone should play it.
you hurt your buddy for money, then you can buy 'skins' like napoloen dynamite, and he talks!!! you can get these things called infants, and we set them on fire....
what evil children we are.
i also cleaned my room yesterday!
lol
i really love to clean it.
i went though this draw that had SO much crap in it.
i was all sneezy from da dust
yah...
you know what?
what!
lol
my eyes hurt.
i shall be off now, because i think claudia is getting a little restless, like when i play tactics when shes there and she gets really pissed off.
lol
so goodbye my sugar plum fairies....

hugs please

i'll

last night(why is basically everything i writeabout what i did the night before?)
um yeah last night, i went to a barbecue.
yeah.
there was this little girl, Saskia, she came up to me and asked me to red her a story! she is soooooooooo cute! we then played with her tigger and pooh and cinderella toys!
today im gonna decorate my room, with fairy lights and pretty wrapping paper.
im going to go on a run and listen to awesome musicon myspace, seriously, really good music!
lol
i'll read a book and i'll take a shower.
i'll clean whatever i have to to get my money.
i'll buy some cds.
i'll play on the computer
i'll say goodbye now!
goodbye
♥